Things really do fall apart.. sometimes before they are even put together well. Sometimes we hasten to see a finished product that we lack attention and detail to the building of the foundation. And even the most marvelous work built on a weak foundation is bound to fall. So I implore u, no matter how passionate u are about the finished product please take the time to properly set ur foundation. Measure, cut, measure again, and recalibrate to be sure to get it right. So that whatever you build is everlasting….
I covet a bond between two others thats more beloved than the moon sharing the Sun’s shine.
Started out this ‘once in while’ flirtatious thing, graduated to a weekly fling, now my nerves tick as I watch the hands on the clock crawl toward our next rendezvous.
She caught my attention with her songs. 8th notes flying, each one carrying me a quarter mile away from the pain of a stressful day. She intrigued me with her message, when the world tells me I cant she tells me I can, she allow herself to be my sacred place and for that I’m a better man. And her spirit… her spirit had me open, it penetrated me as I had done her times before, filled up my spirit till it thirst no more.
But she married. Says that shes here for me but in love with her husband, So I sit on the outer rim of the eternal love of them, pondering what makes him him to command such devotion from her
So I started reconnaissance so I could put pieces together to make some kind of sense, she said that was my first fault cause her man is omniscient.
I asked what places he frequented so I could follow His footsteps, I asked what he looked like so that I may seek His face. If He spoke with a accent, so that His words would be like honey on my tongue. Building a mental picture so that I could project His greatness, so that one day she could recognize Him in me.
For this love triangle, I’ll bare a cross shaped banner greater than any one that’s star spangled.
And i know shes in tune w/ him so getting intimate w/ her doesn’t seem quite like a sin. And it’s almost perverted but when I’m inserted in her I can better understand His verses. Sometimes when I’m with her it gets so good I wanna scream out curses, but I know that’s inappropriate so I sit with pursed lips. So I’ll continue being the third wheel cause life w/o them I can think of nothing worse. Fore He is God, and she is the church!
“I would tell [myself] not to be so preoccupied with looking for approval from other people. You’re never going to be anybody other than who you are, and who you are is greater than [you] imagine. The way that we think creates our reality—it’s very powerful. I would say to a young girl who’s feeling insecure about her looks, ‘Stop!’ Who you are is not the way you look—who you are is who you are on the inside. There’s not a mirror in the world that can show you that. It is beautiful; it is amazing; it is awesome.” -Phylicia Rashad
My first TV crush, and incredibly beautiful woman inside/out!
God is truly phenomenal! Yesterday during a conversation with a fleeting love-interest He revealed to me a lot about myself. A lot about why my intimate relationships never seem to last. Then today 6/26/11 (technically yesterday) He proceeded to give me focus as to my purpose and lack or direction concerning it. Calming my spirit and reaffirming my confidene. How great is He, that is in me.
Also today I saw the spirit move in a congregation of maybe 20 ppl. Shows no matter how grand or meager He is! Lift a rock and u shall find Him!
I believe I am awesome, rather God’s glory that resides in me is awesome. I believe we were all made divinely awesome but some r unable to tap into that awesomeness because of unbelief. All u must do is believe and let ur light shine.